Yesterday morning was like no other I get up, have my cup of Joe as I check my twitter and get ready for work. Around 7:15 a.m.
I start my 45 minute commute to work then prepare myself for the work
day with another cup of Joe and oatmeal. As
I sat down at my desk I glance up at my half marathon training schedule
and a sense accomplishment came over me as if I had already completed
the race. I have come so far in the past five weeks mentally and
physically. With a moment of excitement I pull up
my work calendar to plug in the big race day, September 28th,
2013. I hit enter and an error box displays saying “conflict with
schedule.” Conflict, what conflict? I proceeded and clicked cancel to
find an entry entitled “hospital annual fundraiser.”
Oh no, I said aloud and I really wanted to cry. I know what you are
thinking…just get out of the event. Not that easy, as I am a director
and a part of the planning committee. I’m an adult with an adult job
with adult responsibilities. Fooey! And, I want to
support my hospital. Perhaps I will try to persuade them to change the
day… No, no I can’t do this I have been at this job for less than a
year. I have yet to earn my keep! The biggest upset is that I am
disappointing friends that were participating. I’m
sorry guys, truly I am.
I am already searching for another race because I
have come too far to stop now. Wow, did I just say that? The old Cindy
would have of said “Hallelujah, no more running.” But, this is bigger
than a physical challenge it is now a mentally
challenge and if you know me you know my biggest fear is failure. I will proceed!
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Continue reading as I continue my mission: Healthy Huggins
Thanks for stopping by Donna!! Will do =)
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